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personality types

Wednesday, February 27th, 2002

funny, never paid much attention to personality types (except maybe mine) till a recent surge of interest in psychology prompted me to look up the mbti details. and i actually think that in general a lot of the things they’ve reasoned up is so true. wonder why i’ve so disdainful of personality tests, they are after all the fruit of the university course i’m interested in. hmm.

that particular page i linked to, for example, seems to show why i’m so dissatisfied with life. how interesting. i’m what they label an ‘extreme’ personality type. haha. for example i’m supposed to “believe that an individual has the right to be themself, without having their attitudes and perspectives brought under scrutiny.” how true, how true.

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Loneliness

Monday, February 25th, 2002

Loneliness

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hypocrisy

Monday, February 25th, 2002

i’ve discovered the value of putting aside what you believe in, fixing a big wide grin on your face, and pretending that life’s good.

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meh

Saturday, February 23rd, 2002

=(

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after-rain

Wednesday, February 20th, 2002

雨过天阴。也许明天会是晴天。

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越帮越忙

Tuesday, February 19th, 2002

不开心时,发觉到朋友也一样不开心,只是想帮帮她,却被弄得更不开心,真的是觉得有点冤枉。

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-somewhat- blue

Friday, February 15th, 2002

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i just love my new wallpaper. made it myself. kinda. well, there was a picture from despair.com which i’d used, but that’s not the point.

positively depressing isn’t it?

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Welcome!

Thursday, February 14th, 2002

i’d like to rename this journal… Clarence’s Road of Self-Discovery.

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‘friendship’ day

Thursday, February 14th, 2002

today’s been a day of both surprises and disappointments for me… surprise at how near-strangers can treat me so nicely, disappointment at how bo-chup ‘close friends’ can be.

i think i’ve figured out the main reason i’m such a loner. i’m a perfectionist. there are some people who open up to me, but because of some reason or another i choose not to accept them as good friends. mostly because there’s something about him or her which i just can’t quite accept fully. and those whom i choose to almost fully open myself up to… they don’t quite seem to accept me either.

bad luck on my part? i suck? i’ve no idea. the consequence is, i’ve close to zero really really good friends which i desire. since i treat friendship as a mini-falling-in-love-thing. a really good friend as desired by me would be one whom i am willing to make sacrifices for, and would do the same for me.

i wonder. if ever.

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guestbook graffiti

Wednesday, February 13th, 2002

how interesting. apparently, many many days ago, some bored person left crap on my old webpage’s guestbook! how fascinating. actually not really. it’s uninteresting graffiti, truthfully. how boring. and disappointing. is my guestbook not interesting enough to warrant interesting graffiti? blah.

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